Loading Dose

by Rhoten Rhen

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1.
Nonbeliever 03:34
[All the right in the world to watch whatever you want~] [I watched his goddamn program! It's stupid! He has an ignorant way of expressing and conveying! He wasn't able to pull it off, I couldn't find anything obscene about it. Duh. But it does reach a certain type of mentality out there. He does make contact and a connection with certain types of persons.] I've got something on my mind Been taking up my time At any time of day You, I know you and your ways I've seen you through your days and what it means to me Hey I've got just one thing here left for you To say, it's something else that you could never do This is not what broke the veil Or stepping on my tail But clearly there's a fail Time is not just what I lost I cannot count the cost But all my lines have all been crossed I've got no time to waste I'm leaving in a haste I guess that's just my taste And you'll see my face I won't leave this place Hey I've got just one thing here left for you To say, it's something else that you could never do Lies, hate I see it's just to late Hey, stay I think I'll leave today Hey I got just one thing here left for you Then I told you once or twice I gave you my advice And still you turned away Now It's out of my own mind I quit to take the time to figure out today Hey I've got just one thing here left for you To say, it's something else that you could never do Lies, hate I see it's just to late Hey, stay I think I'll leave today Right, wrong I know it won't take long Hey, I got something
2.
The Dens 04:09
"Tell me who you are and what you want to be" A young man in the dens with my family I call them home, I grew up in dens too I run one now it'll soon run a few "Keep hold your faith don't life astray" Where would I go? You don't know what you say Don't preach to me like your some kind of friend My only friend is my family of dens My child, don't run from me One day you'll be back home, eventually It pains me knowing you're not alright When you lay your head to rest at night Somehow I must reach though To bring you back, I miss you But every time I call your name You're in the dens and it's all the same to me To me Tell you who I am and what I've done to be An grown man in the dens with my family My one home in the dens where I grew I run them now and I don't mean a few I kept it on and I moved every day All the same until I rest my bones to lay Don't talk with your eyes in a rose lens Pride, power, money all wait me in the dens Where you ever there, was your love ever free? Left me in the dens yet you say you didn't flee Every time I called you didn't hear a word Left out to dry and eaten by the birds Where I am now is why I don't believe How could you not do a thing, and say you grieve You're not my family you're not my friend Even now standing at the very end Tell me who you are and what you had to be An old man in the dens with your family You called them home, it was all you knew to do You ran them down and they overran you Up and walked away to live your life a stray Where will you go? There's no den left to stay I carried you as your only friend I was your friend, I loved you in the dens
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14 Steps 04:01
For centuries now I've paced this room The stains on the wall only further bloom My body remains tied in this tomb I live all the same, it's absolute I quit screaming three hundred years ago My throat would bleed out but no one would know I still can't quite remember why I'm here They quit showing up only after a year 14 steps marks this place Cause I'm in hell for life of waste Two corners here by one corner there Four walls left for me to stare When I'm bored I walk and I'll pace And 14 steps will mark the face No demons, fire, or Satan to see What's left of my soul, what's left of me Each stitch I've counted in this small space I wonder why I've never seen a human face I barely muster the words to speak They're so needless now if not antique It's never been dark with the lights always on Quiet, silence, peace, they're all dead and gone Not a sound is ever heard and I never see There are no days, time is blurred to me 14 steps marks this place Dead in hell alive to waste For walls are all that I have to stare Nothing I knew could ever compare When I'm bored I walk and I'll pace And 14 steps will mark the face No demons, fire, or Satan to see What's left of my soul, what's left of me Take a stand, take it in, all the scenes What does it show and what do you think it means? I've never fallen asleep, or so it seems I don't recall the last time I had dreams A step ahead, a step in time behind Stepping up, stepping out of my mind Steps I see leave footprints outlined A step at peace, knowing it's defined Don't get lost don't get stuck in this case You'll never get out and there is no grace 14 steps is all that you will see What's left of us all, locked inside no key When I'm bored I walk and I pace Cause I'm in hell to rot and waste Sinners don't raise out of their grave, can't you see? What's left for your soul when you live like me
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Up by the corner, that time again Day's a little rougher and it just might do you in So you take the time to rewind, and behold, what did you find? The solemn, kind, the state of mine you chose to leave behind Please don't leave a message, please don't plead your case But if you must I'll have to put on my good face You have to take the time and walk the thin line To see a smile full of life and grace, hey I see your step and it's a coming my way I can't remember what I had to say I'm never nervous no, far from it too I'm just dead behind these eyes Wish I could fix them for you BRING BACK THE ONE I CLAIM TO KNOW IN TIME IT TELLS WHAT GOES TO SHOW
6.
Deja Vu 03:31
Deja vu Look where we are Deja vu Like the past isn't far Deja vu It'll take all of my might Deja vu just to get through the night I know where we are I was here before I wanted it over and I never wanted more Thought those times were left behind Look what sits here for us to find Same old same old song and dance Like time was living in a trance Boy how I wish this wasn't the case But once again I see this face Crazy how I thought it all was through We're back folks, deja vu Something strangely familiar and reminiscent Mind turned cold and eyes distant Hope you're ready cause if not deja vu will find you in a hot spot Deja vu Cause we're back to square one Deja vu Guess it really wasn't done Deja vu The road is never forward and straight Deja vu sure feels like fate I see it now and you can too The cold hard stare of deja vu They say this time is all brand new They say they've changed and that it's through They say that they will walk with you That's not true, deja vu Guess you got lost and you can't see You'll see it soon and eventually Sometimes you have to sit and wait Takes some months just to get it straight Don't believe I'll come around until then Strange how it's already that time again Let me know when you're ready to(o) and I'll feel that deja vu Deja vu Look where we are Deja vu Like the past isn't far Deja vu It'll take all of my might Deja vu just to get through the night I know there's reasons and rhymes and ways But deja vu has me in a daze Tell me how you talk with bloodshot eyes You look the fool without disguise The static that you see is all too real And deja vu is what you feel You lost your look and you lost your wit The breakdown has been bit by bit She sees something when she sees you The look she sees is deja vu Hope you like what you see when she walks away She's gone now and you're lost today There is something you can do to prevent this fate and your deja vu
7.
I'm so glad that you could call There's no shame in your pain at all I'm right here and I'll walk with you I know your stress I feel it too We've lost it all, hit the ground There's so much now that we have found So speak to me and keep the line We both can make it and be fine Don't give in to him again He'll take you life to grow his sin I know how he speaks to you You hear his voice and I do too Whoa now, You don't have to go How could you live without me I'm all that you need Show me Everything you got I'll turn it into rot and Leave you with no way You have Got that liquor tongue You want to feel numb Just leave it all today Stay with me and hear my voice I know that you have got a choice They may howl and call your name But from that tongue you must refrain Now we're living, you and me The life God wants for all to see Let's say a prayer and stand in tall I live you, brother, most of all I know you're right by my side And I no longer have to hide In your love I will confide And by your will I must abide [WAIT] Hurry You don't have to worry Not like it's a crime Just have a good time I know You have got it down Let's go and hit the town So what's it gonna be? No one Makes it on their first try Just one go will fly by Come and follow me Won't you tell me who is right or wrong? I'm just a man, I'm not always strong I turned to light, I think I see the way I want to do what's right and to see another day I hear he's calling me, I've done well up to date I have so much to see and I can't live to tempt fate I GUESS YOU'LL JUST HAVE TO WAIT Welcome Back where have you been? It's time to go again And go so far away I have Got you by your tongue You want to feel numb I'll take the pain away Whoa now, You could never go How could you live without me? I'm all you can be
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You have seen the Eastern Rhyde Letters to the countryside Everyone knows far and wide Every mother's son has died All but one will not survive Mother kept them both alive On the run, where to hide Murder on the Eastern Rhyde You've been called to take a stand For you home and fatherland Make a claim to destiny If you're brave then come with me Blood is red on either side Crimson tears of loved ones cried Fight or join with those that died [Hell is real and on Earth it's alive] Tiger stripes on the sky burn in red Cut by talons swaying overhead Flight so graceful with their wings wide spread Give some time, what they seek is dead Day falls away and night shines bright Stars remain and scattered are the lights Those who see them know to their delight Now it seems they all sleep tonight Not all is calm when the forest at night Rhyders prowl for anything in sight In these woods that stand so tall War remains to kill them all Satan runs the Eastern Rhyde Cities burn in foolish pride Lives and plays on either side In you and me when God's defied Peace has left us what remains Famine all across the plains When they run we have to hide Nature of the Eastern Rhyde Shoot to kill and take the land Hang the ones that dare to stand Once was shared, a family tree Rots away in agony Satan lives on either side Struts in death and homicide Hear his hiss from far and wide Fire of the Eastern Rhyde None's the same and scars remain Washed into a life of pain Stay together, roam alone An in a box you'll be sent home Save us from the Eastern Rhyde God above to you we've cried Have no home I'm scared to die Born in fire, left to fry Every now and then I wake up And with a scream Tattoo on my brain I feel the same Not just a dream Passion of her love I saw that day I saw in rage Still today my view is grey Can't turn the page Twenty years have come and gone Still I shake from dusk 'til dawn Deafening screams and shots combined "Make them stop, get out of my mind!" Memories of the Eastern Rhyde Burden all those who survived Minds are chained and hands are tied [to] Visions of fire and homicide Peace has come but what remains Are scars from famine in the plains Those who lived with those who died Know too well the Eastern Rhyde Some still walk amongst us here Some could lever leave their fear Walk with them with love to guide Or face another Eastern Rhyde Satan lives in you and me Should we rot our family tree Love thy neighbor, hold no hate Or you will feel the same fate Take care of his shaken soul Listen well and do console Left alone, a hollow shell He's seen Hell and knows it well Save us from the Eastern Rhyde God above to you we've cried Spare our homes and those who died [Hell is real and on Earth it's alive]
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released May 8, 2022

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